I’m feeling drawn to my first love, towards music. Maybe its because of my new Zune. (The great thing about Microsoft’s wanna-be iPod is that for $15 a month you can download unlimited music to it.) I haven’t listened to music this much in years. Lately I’ve been really enjoying music that is new to me and also the things that I have been listening to for years. Currently we’ve got Keith Sweat crooning in the background.
Music used to be such a passion for me. Unfortunately I wasn’t born with my fathers musical talen but I did receive a love for all types of music from both parents. I used to sit in my bedroom for hours doing nothing but listening music.
Under the moonlight
And he be keepin’ me calm so I’d never let him go
He’s got a place in my heart” Radio by Beyonce
I used to have so many passions. I don’t know what happened to me. I loved writing, music, photography, even dancing! Then…it just stopped. No particualr reason. It just ended. Now I don’t have anything I’m passionate about. I love my boyfriend, and I love my family, but I don’t have any hobbies that I love anymore.
Hopefully being reunited with music is a sign that change is coming.