I am in a great mood. I am trying to be more and more positive lately and it really is working for a change. Today was an uneventful day off but I feel good about it. I woke up at 6:45 and went to WW and weighed in. I only lost 0.4lb but again, a loss is a loss so I’m cool with it. This week is going to be better than ever! I’m hyped!
My Mom and sister came over for dinner. I made “h-o-t hot boneless buffalo wing” sand “fiber-ific fried cheese sticks” from a Hungry Girl recipe from the “200 Recipes Under 200 Calories” cookbook I bought a few weeks ago. They turned out really good and Mom stopped at our new favorite Chinese restaurant Jazmine and got their pot stickers and egg rolls. We had a finger food dinner and it was excellent! They have the best pot stickers at Jazmine!
After dinner we were going to watch “Dear John” but I am really hyper and I don’t feel like sitting around watching a movie. I organized my Grandma Dee’s ceramic pig collection on my dining room shelf and dusted a bit. I feel good about having something of hers out. We were never very close but I do miss her. I wish I had had the chance to get to know her better. Thankfully I was very close to my Mom’s Mom, my Grandma Joan. Tomorrow I am going to see my Poppop (mom’s Dad). I think I’m going to ask him if he has anything of Grandma’s that I can have to display in my house. I have a few things that were hers but mostly just some necklaces that you can’t really display.
Back to the negativity topic..I think being less negative is really helping in a lot of aspects of my life. Sure, I’m still negative about some things sometimes but I am trying. Bobby and I are doing pretty good I think. We did get into an argument the other night but that was my fault for not being more communicative. Besides that I think we are doing really good. I love him a lot and I am glad to be with him. Since I’ve missed a lot of work lately (I know, I’m a bad girl) money is tight but we’re dealing with it pretty well. I kinda get antsy once in awhile about it and I know it bugs him because it’s my own fault we are tight lol. I just need to relax, we have money for rent, bills are paid, and we have food in the house. Everything is good!
My life is really excellent! I have a great man who treats me better then I ever deserve. My Mom is my best friend and I wouldn’t replace her with anyone else. My sister and I get along better than ever. I have a few people I can really count on that are my friends. I have a nice job. My house…well my house is turning out to be freaking beautiful! I love opening all the windows, turning on music, and just looking around at how far we’ve come. Our old apartment started with a tiny couch we found by the trash and an itty bitty tv. I know life isn’t all about stuff but I feel like we have come so far and our stuff is just the physical proof of that.
All I gotta say is…